he is th one that is always there for me.

went out with dear on 2nd. didn really wanted to go out but must thanks dear to make th outing posibble for me. was really tired and did not want to go out. threw tantrum at dear(like always) but he was always so good and did not mind it at all. cabbed to somerset 313 to take a look.dear's treat see that not! lilin! i went already! first, walked into f21. well, cant really see the chio ness of it lar. th areana was a bit squarish. 3 stores tall, i think. did went into zara. i admit, the clothes there CHIO!!i like!!x3. of course the price damn chio also. had a glance of of new look but did not really went in. cotton on there= small and limited. bought a tank top and a bareback top at rdm shop. headed to bugis then.

took our neo print there. i always wanted that but did not really get a chance. dear cfm that it was at 2nd floor, if not he xxxxxxx . sensored. under 18 not allowed. HA!in th end it was on the 3rd floor if i did not remembered it wrong. the Q was rather long. th shop was crowded. dear decided to walk around before taking neo prints. bought a top for dear. ha!finally his 09 bday present! did not know what to get for him. must apologise for my indecisiveness and th procastination. lousy gf eh me =(

neo prints taken was not very bad. hmm. well. th first pic was good but it was out of centre!! urghh~!!HATE IT!some of th pics were funny. took 2 pics b4 we actually get into th mood. well. dear look cute in one of th pics. lazy to post it up. wanted to take neo again, but i dun wanna repeat my mistake: spending too much on neo prints. on a tight budget recently ><

we 2 agreed that th lighting there was not bad. took a few reflection pics in the shop. headed to bugis street after that. quite sometime since i last went there. though nothing much was new but it was an eye open for me to notice something! since when got a 2 in 1 eyeliner and glue!!! was quite amazed when the salesgirl introduced me the glue while i was busily deciding which fake eyelashy should i buy. gave a pass to th 2in1 thingy. my eyelash glue was more than enough to pass through my mundane life now ok!! buy more waste $ nia!!

dear de fringe finally grew longer le wor!! haha. always mocked at him for having a short fringe. i know i am bad. but who ask dear to have no respones to my teasing. kept repeating it before he had some respones. had wanted to buy some clothes at bugis street. few of them caught my attention. well, too long did not visited there. so even those clothes are typically worn, i still wanna get few pieces of them. is the kind of. erm u got i must have also de feeling. well. hmm...

walked to iluma after that.there was an exhibition there which attracted much of dear de attraction. not much people there. walked from the 1st floor to xx floor and went to th ground floor to take th pics. however, i did not get the interesting parts of those figures. until now, i dun seem to be able to see th beauty of it.

3rd of april 2010, our 2years2 month anniversary. was at melaka on that day. didn talked much to dear also. but i must say that dear, u are th best. i love you.

dedication to Mr. ken:

thanks for being by my side. guilding me to th correct path.esp during sec 2 period. ppl might think that it's you whom influence me. but we cant force other to think th way that we want right?as long as we know th truth, it's much more than enough. in th past 2 years+ you taught me what should i do , and what shouldn i do.you helped me in getting back to the right path. you know, many did not know that you did that much. other than close frens, others do think you are a bad influence. sometime i wish to shout out the fact that if it's isnt for you, there wouldn be th me now. well. im not saying that i am a very good person, but at least im not bad. you always forbid me not to join 0000, threaten me if u could, just to get my mind off those nonsensical stuff.

you tried everything u can to get me back th correct path. you were always there by my side, ready to confort me when i feel down. ready to cheer my moody day up. you were there for me, giving me your support, allowing me to pour every bit of my emotions to you. i admit i was bad for scolding at you when i was in a bad mood. still, i must thank you for all you did. tolerating my attitude. i know my attitude sux bad time k!!


last but not least, i love you and i miss you much.

well. everybody has gone through rebellious stage b4. so dont say that i am a bad person w/o really understanding th situation. im confident that it's not totally my influence for anything. get th facts right. so you can jolly well fuck off!dun come bark here w/o understanding the truth behind th "show".

-XiaoMiracle