to eevoon:

hmm past few days i've been sensing something from you. well. i knew that u gona say something b4 u did said tat on msn. somemore in chinese. i know u're more expresive in chinese but idk? hard time reading. but it's still managable though.

okay, frankly speaking, idk wad is your defination of friends? coz for me rite, once im devoted means i will always be de.
so ya. u asked me why i cared xxx so much. one of th reason is coz she made me feel im wanted again. burst into tears of joy when she asked me something. then , coz she had certain prob last time, then i've been talking to her alot. but for nw, nt rly. we drifted. but i still can read her though. well, sometimes.
another example is jia hui. she meant quite alot to me. bonded during our BITCH days. she's th best among all i would say and i will always rmb her. also, i can read her at times. even though now we nt as close, but it's ez for me to enter her heart.
for me, being there always is friends, even though cant help much. to me, being open to friends are true friendship. well, i was once hurt by friendship but i nvr gave up what i see in true friends.
kk enough of those not really relevant stuff.
now to th mainpoint.

first of all, perhaps u always nt with us?then ya.
2nd, idk how u treat frens lor. perhaps coz u lived far, thats why need leave sch earlier.
3rd, i dont lik ppl who study then act as if never study liddat. seriously, i really hate tis kind of person. though u nvr really fully show it, but somehow a little.
4th, actually i dont really know why we ended up liddat, perhaps i dont really lik ppl only focus everything on studies ba. you noe, one of th reason bitch seperated is coz lack of outings and thus bonding. so ya. for me bonding is very important.

k then im gona use this chance to voice out something i kept in my heart to lester.
got a fb comment right, somehow im affected by it. i know u're nt to blame, i should be th wrong party, as i never really went out with u guys.

oh ya, you said that even we nvr really chat, but im special to you. well. actually i do care for you, as well as nat, though i nvr express it out. i know u guys can manage. i can c that past few days u're quite bothered about our 2 de stuff, esp past few days.. hmm. now that u voiced out how u feel, i know what im gona do le. well. dont worry. u're still my fren uh. nobody is perfect i know. i myself have many flaws. i just need time to accept.
it's not your fault for our relationship today. it's not. so dont blame yourself, dont feel helpless in helping me. it's ok tat u nvr accompany me through my sad days. it's really fine. afterall, there are other feelings that wont lose to happiness, is it not?
since u voiced out how u feel, i would take a try to rebuilt our frienship alright?
i know what i said alittle no link, im a little blur blur nw=X and hor, i need to have u saying and i answering lol. if nt i will forgt uhh.

nevertheless, eevoon is re-loved by me again uhhh!!