here is jasmine. jas, we never rly get chance to talk.blame o's .
hmm. i've guessed that i cant let it down. u nvr rly forgt. i know it's hard. u jus need another boy who loves u th way u are. who will be with u just because he loves you. it's hard to put down, i understand, i really do. but u cant go on like this. if u cant do it yourself u can depend on others. for example, we tofu. u can rely on us. jus to let you know that u arent alone okay? we are behind you. just turn behind and we'll be there. TOFU(s)will never leave u alrite. love is not everything. there's still kinship and friendship.

continue taking small baby steps towards true happiness alright? u're a brave girl. u've already went through so much. so take your time, and take one step at a time.

if you ever fall down, i'll be beside u to hold u up. to hug you when u cry. to help u to wipe away tears so that u wont have to do that alone, coz im here alrite.we're goin to go through life together alright?this is a promise. i believe tofu will be more than willing to help u too, imagine 20 odd of us to hold our dear jas when she falls down. keke. smile girl!

last reminder, do what is right alrite? no matter what we'll be with you. so dont feel odd one out alrite?

here is jia hui. well, sorry for giving you cold shoulders today. actually im nt really angry.

i just want u to say out the reason. you know me, i hate ppl hiding secrets, esp when i treat them as real true friends. be honoured that u're on my list. keke. well, hey girl! tofu is here alrite? we are here to help you. feel free to tell us everything. i know for tis prom thingy is rather odd to say out. but eventually u did. hey, there's 20+ of us right? everybody a little = A LOT ok!! so dont worry. im not ignoring you. i jus dont lik secrets. secrets make ppl sad. with secrets there's no way to built bridge into one person. tats wad i think. once again i appologise for what i did. imma gona give u a kiss as a token of my appology.
sry for making you cried. really sry ><

lastly, we are tofu. when we are alone, we are nothing but individuals.

but when we are together, we are tofu. everything is possible with tofu.

u wan wad tofu? Thai style tofu? fried tofu? steamed tofu? tofu with egg? tofu with prawn? tofu soup? u name it, we got it. that's how we are. we are diffrent as individuals, but is always the TOFU family.remember us alrite!! we are always with u. as i said to jas, im here by your side to hold you when u fall, to hug you when u cry. to help u to wipe away tears so that u wont have to do that alone, coz im here alrite. do i need loudspeaker to say that? i thought my voice is louder than loudspeaker? keke

some random pic that i took today. skipped lesson. i cant suppress my mood. so i avoid being too moody. im saving myself. sry teachers! i really wish i could be happy always.

think i look more and more fragile these days. ugly hair add on to my depression.imma still unable to accept th fact that i look better when hair is tied up. super fuck hate this fact. im still brooding over it and it's been at least 2 days. i seriously dont lik tying my HAIR UP!! GET IT? dont like it dont lik it dont like it!!OMG!! FAINT.

seriously, my hair look so CUI now lor. CMI! FK IT! AHHHHHH~~ hair is about artistic thingy and i've mess up mind. stupid me. AHHH~~ IM SOOO UGLLYYYYY =(tats hw i really felt.i think i needa get used to being ugly, so tat i wont feel hurt again. sigh.

they always said tat im nt ugly. well, i should say that when i say ugly is lik nt really ugly. its lik erm, how should i say it. is average, but it's because other's are pretty, making average ugly for me alright? there's so many ppl outside so pretty,unlike me.

spot those eye bags?omg. as plump as dumplings. i lik to eat dumplings but i dont expect it to be under my eyes right!! GOSH~.~ tis is th result of crying too much. BEWARE: CRYING HURTS.

to my horror, i think im getting uglier i seirously dk why?!! OMG !
few photo of th old me. seriously i think im off better with layer hair than thick straight hair

and lastly i think i deleted BITCH'S photos. cant rly find it anywhere. SHYT?! think i deleted it last time when i was rly depressed bout frens. -.-gosh ~.~

read my old blog, @lovex3-illusions.bs. recalled quite some things with him

though i got over our relationship, sometimes, just sometimes i still miss you, do you know that?

sometimes, i wished you where there.sometimes, just sometimes i wish to hug you tight, and say that i love you. sometimes, just sometimes, i wish you would touch me on my face, look into my eyes and say that u love me and you missed me. sometimes, just sometimes, i wish u were by my side, accompanying me to bed.so that i wont have to feel lonely no more.