idk is tis some kind of contagious sickness or what. jia, follow by sn then me.
alright here it goes.
head been thinking for quite some while

first, for TOFU, i needa apologies those who cared for me.
let's face th truth,
i can never change thus dont waste your energy, effort and saliva on me.
i have no idea why i feel so, why cant i change, i have no idea.
i cant put down what happened in th past,
its been lik few years, but i cant put it down.
perhaps u guys think tat its nth, bt for me is a great deal.
perhaps someone behind th com might think im seeking for attention
bt i dun care anymore, i have enough time healing my wounds.
im sick of tired to cry over and over again, over the same thing
everytime i told myself its th last time, it was never th last
really sry to those who really cared, i tried and failed.

secondly, for darling.
i know i gave u a big time trying to ease my ever changing emotions
i depended u a lot for everything
i hate waking up, cause if i dont, i can rely on u non stop.
my fault for nt understanding you,
my fault for giving u so much trouble.
sorry. but i cant help myself bt to dissapoint u again.

last bt not least, i know they will nt be seeing tis. so i kip it short and sweet.
i rly appreciate everything u guys did, papa, mama, u guys are great.
words cant summarise what i feel deep down. not forgting my 2 forever troublesome sis ^^

neverthless, i wont lock myself. i will smile at whoever wants me to.
im a open book. for u to read
bt understanding it? a big prob, aint it?
dont waste time trying to read me.it's nt worth it
im nt worth for u guys to care, im just a rubbish.
bye.