reality. yes or no?fell into depression the very first day of school
despite how much effort i put in to change, well. leopard never did chnge it's spots?
there's lots of thing beyond my reach. i want them so badly
had been quarelling with parents for these few days.
im tired of all these fk nonsence.
life is at a mess.
i no longer know what i wan.
lost my identity along th way. who am i?i know no more.
jealousy. i believe.
why other things seems so perfect. i wan them. bt i cant.
it feels terrible when i came to my senses,when the world reveals it's ugliness.
i can no longer discipline my emotions
darling, i need you to pacify me to sleep, but it seems that im indulging in my own lala land again
please,beg u if i could, dont wake me up.
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