pondering

eevoon : " thought you last time sec 2 and leh woon result close? how come now liddat?"
i was stunned by her words, which i had been thinking from sch all the way home
yea. sec 2. yes. i remembered that my average was th same as him, as well as whole level postition. why am i becoming worse. i mean sec2 is my most rebelious period. butt......

my answer:" i wanted to prove that by doing things my way, i can success too. "

my motivation came from a strong negative force but pulling back my emotions with th help of my dear and frens. now. no more can i control my emotions.