i only wanted..

presenting th bow which shenee gave me. well. i love POLKA DOTS! MANY DOTS DOTS DOTS. but i admit it's hard for me to mixandmatch. hmm. dk why. my mind is full of nonsensical stuff currently.

thinking lots about BITCH, BASTARD, BUTTOCKS. wondering will it last bla bla bla. ppl are contributing not enough to last i should say. nt all but some. well. let nature take course. but i seriously hope that tis time th word friends dont fail me again. if not, i afraid im not tat strong to take anymore blows. thanks to jas tat i regain mt confidence with friends.memories kept revolving in my mind.i wonder.. friends, do they last? being really reluctant to study nowadays. my speed of learning and remembering aint that fast as last time. why? i would say it's an excuse. coz even i study i cant get what i wanted in the end right?

alright. i think th white bow suits th top. similar design. tis was one of th bday gift frm zr. well. im currenlty quite erm angry? not really. jus feel very what when c him.esp when he's flirting around. makes me feel ..... still i must thanks him for lending me his ears when i feel down.

nth much to say about. typical sch day. zhuang xian's bday tmr. hope that i wun feel left out? idk. it doesn bother me tat much.

darling, i miss you very much lar. miss you till im dying to see u you know. i want to spent time with you, only 2 of us. i miss th feeling of being doted and love, being seperated from the complicated world. just for th few moments will do. i miss th feeling of being in your arms. i really do.

I only wanted you to stayLinger and mean the words you said

I only wanted you to be..The one to get me through that nightI only wanted you to be there when I Opened up my eyes