bad day today tdy -.- performance was not really well. so = sec1 orientation is a mess for us lar! wth!well. thats not th main point that spoilt my mood for th day.
fistly class bonding day!and then. fine i was left alone actually. well. simply seems lik im not welcome. k fine. slipped out of class and to the toilet. call darling and chat for a while b4 slipping back to class again. bad time bad time! shall skip other nonsence.our class had pizza but of course, im not in th mood to eat.
then in the end. lilin gave me a rose? was like errr.. where did u get it from. after some time she told me it's from CO room. k i was like. alright. dotz. well. she said gt 3 more on my table. i was lik WALAU EH. tat kind of reaction lor. from th picture below, i just noticed that my eyes eems a little purplish and blue-ish. is me or what. WTF! kua tio gui isit! hw come such colour de -.-
saw Mr Foo, GP. really rmb th timing.guess wad he said. he said i look really short in th long korean dress. and told me not to go to korea! EEEE!! HATE IT! I KNOW IM SHORT RIGHTS. but i know he is joking around. he do cares i supposedont really rmb th timing. went to bbt shop. saw xxx de bf i suppose. and saw a jh de friend. he passed by i called his name and he turned back wor!! cua tio lor!then actually he noe th other 2 boy frm fcs de. and asked them who called me. damn ps lor! xl at ther act talking on phone. and of course. we did disturb her much.
rushed back home and then prepared for dance lesson. well. kindda lik hurt my knee -.- damn suay. at 1st i was like wah "tuo jiu" le ah! then i sya not possible, if not will pain to death lol. till now my knee still doesnt feel really perfectly well. eeks. scare ltr tmr dk wad happen! so it's a bad day.
to summaries today thoughts and feeling. i feel rather sad. dissapointed at first. but during th cca thingy they did cheer me up. well. but stilli kindda lost hope in friendship once again. i know i must stay strong. nobody can help me in the end. it's me, im on my own. being treated transparent at time. cant seem to mix to th crowd actually. well. i dont blame. perhaps im th wrong party. neverthless. something still affect me much, but i wont start ranting here. if not. it will be a long post. to much emotions could be poured in. well.. gd night!
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